why?

"when i'm here with no one else it makes me wonder who i am

standing alone closed off from the world, do i even know this terrible girl?

what makes me act the way i do, is it all just in envy of you?

why am i constantly defeated?

see you all together makes me wonder why

although i won't admit it i know i don't even try

and who do i blame over and over again

i take it out on your happiness and i do it all in vain

i can have anything with a simple quick demand

although i can have everything i still don't have a hand

to hold if i get lonely, a shoulder to always lean on

a smile to make me feel at ease and two friends to depend on"